VIVA HAPPY~***

Dear All, Seems that I have gone missing for quite a while ( more like what seems to be eternity >w<'' )..hehe..

Well, kinda busy and occupied with work ( thought that student life was hectic..apparently working life doesn't make much difference..)

 Anyway, it's good to be back once in a while to say hi to all of you ( that if you guys are still following me over here!)

 Not going to write much at the moment as there's just too many things happenning;one after another in such fast pace that I have not got the time to digest all of them yet into words..

 Before I leave, here's a song which I would like to share here and also the dance version. Pretty cute and catchy!:3 Enjoy and lots of hugs!  

*VIVA HAPPY! - Mitchell M ft Hatsune Miku*





~VIVA HAPPY Dance Version~





Yours Truly, 

Chris C 

No Logic

Dear All,

Sometimes academic achievement doesn't neccessarily reflect or represent who you are.

Just be yourself and do the things you enjoy..that's all it matters.

NO LOGIC by Jimmy-P ft Megurine Luka



Yours Truly,

Chris C

Pre-CNY blues

Dear all,

Hows things going for you guys? Hope all's good. Mine is just well, long days, short night..Still jobless and enjoying life with the bank account going red alert..OTL

Anyway, CNY is coming soon like less than 4 days?Usually this is the time of year which I am sorta looking forward to ( Angpau, Goodies etc) but apparently, the situation will be the opposite this year.

Why you ask? Well, for one, I am expecting there will be loads of questions being asked by family and relatives , " Have you gotten a job yet"? "What are your plans now that you have finally graduated after what seems to be forever ( trust me, for some, a 4 years degree feels like 10years..and every year without fail, people will be asking me the same questions as if they are doing some sort of countdowns: "How many years to go?" or "Have you graduated yet?")..not to mention that most cousins around my age have already started working..

As such, I am pretty erm..nervous?anxious?freaking out? for what is to be expected this upcoming CNY..God or whoever up above, make me invisible..

Anyway, I hope that job opportunity would appear after CNY..because I need to resuscitate my dying bank account..so that I can continue buying/funding my hobbies and life.

Shall end this post with this song:  A-Team by Ed Sheeran



Cheers,

Chris C

Les "not so" Miserables Song

Dear All,

Most of you would probably have watched the show already since everyone is like talking about it.

Now check this out and just laugh:



Yours LoL truly,

Chris C

Two Breaths Walking

Pretty cool dance.

Happily Ever After?

Yours Truly,
Chris C

p/s: the postman is cute, don't you think so? Hope both of them end up happy =)

Decision

I have made up my mind.

To finally say goodbye.

After trying hard to manage my emotion.

I think this is for the best.

I am just a loser when it comes to being "friends" with certain people.

I wish I hadn't known the person in the first place.

It's my fault.Therefore I shall shoulder the blame.Perhaps I have been expecting and thinking too deeply and too much on the issue.

No regrets. I walk on just like how the person walks his life too. Maybe our aim in life is different.

I shan't think too much now. It's a short short encounter but nevertheless, thank you very much.

Peace.

Dear Internet,

This is for you..





With love,

Chris Chew

If Someone were to die for your sins..

Servant of Evil

Glow

Dear All,

Long time since I stepped in here once again..a long hiatus..so many things to say yet no words would come out..

GLOW by Hatsune Miku



Yours,

Chris C

From Me to Myself pt.4

Dear Me,

I am dedicating this to you! >:(

Jet- Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

[End]


From your other self.

Fear

Dear All,

Of all my phobias, the worse one gotta be AUTOPHOBIA which is the fear of being alone..
Ironically, eventhough I am a silent soul, sometimes silence scares me which means I too have develop SEDATEPHOBIA over time..

All I need is a touch of comfort and reassurance that everything is fine and I am not alone..




Yours,

Chris C the silent loner

A melody of Defeat or A melody of Hope?

Temporary liberation..What choices made must not be regretted..Life is all about looking forward..moving on to another phase...

Chris C

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! GIMME MY GLAMOUROUS DAYS!!

Dear all,

Why is it that my life gets more miserable each day??? Can't I at least have a moment of peace!! Being a student is just as stressful as being a white/blue collared worker..

2 assignments to be handed up and I have yet to complete any one....and now there's something wrong with my laptop...somehow I am unable to connect myself to any wi-fi network and even if I do, it is a limited connectivity which means I still can't get access to Internet! Luckily, I am still able to surf the net through my broadband which I thought of terminating since there's better internet connection at my place.

Stressssssful indeed!! Exhausted mentally and physically! (T.T) I want a peaceful glamorous day!!





Your Emoness,
CHris C

July's Rhapsody

Dear all,

5th posting have been successfully completed! and for once, I felt so happy and at home during clinical postings..Erm,okay, I admit it does help a lot that this posting is at the place which I grew up and stuff..lol..So in a way, one is feeling familiar with the surroundings. But, what matters is that the physiotherapists and staffs at HTAR's Physio department are really friendly and are willing to teach..:) Lots of gratitude and appreciation to them.It's a little unfortunate that I do not have any photos to upload here at the moment but I shall update them in the future.

So now since I am having a so-called 2 weeks duration of "sem break", which doesn't feel like one because I have still got two assignments due in less than two weeks..*FML*.. Screw it though, I need a break and I need the comfort of home!! Here I am back at hometown~

There's been some minor renovation going on around the house :) In conjunction of Transformers 3 I suppose..but of course can't undergo full major transformation...$$ not enough.. (><'').. Hmm, I think that's all for now.. Will end this post with a instrumental song which I find really relaxing.." Eria, the Water Maiden" from Final Fantasy 3.






Till then, cheers~

Chris C

If you ever ever ever....

Dear all,

I am not really a big fan of K-pop but I can't help but to get myself so addicted to this particular song: " Shampoo " by AfterSchool

Here's the video and I hope that you guys enjoy it too..



Yours Truly,

Chris C

Tick Tock....

Dear all,

Time is running short..wonder if I have got enough time to finish my revision for the coming Neuro paper..Sometimes although I feel that I have read it all but something in my mind tells me that I am not fully prepared..conclusion : it may be just a pre-exam anxiousness but I am afraid..All I want is a fear-free life...but to achieve that, the only option is to go into the eternal slumber, a trip to the other side;below the ground or above the skies..

Much have happened but nothing much I could share with you guys..just this..hope you guys like it.

I GO by Pete Teo




Lyrics:

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more

And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

[end]

Till then, wish me luck....

The black dreamer,
Chris C

King of Sorrow

Dear All,

King of Sorrow by Sade



Lyrics:

I'm crying everyone's tears
And there inside our private war
I died the night before
And all of these remnants of joy and disaster
What am I suppose to do

I want to cook you a soup that warms your soul
But nothing would change, nothing would change at all
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder if this grief will ever let me go
I feel like I am the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I suppose I could just walk away
Will I disappoint my future if I stay
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder will this grief ever be gone
Will it ever go
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
I have already paid for all my future sins
There's nothing anyone
Can say to take this away
It's just another day and nothing's any good

I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow

[Repeat above until fade]

*lyrics courtesy of Azlyrics.com*

Yours Sorrowful,

Chris C

Moving Forward

Dear all,

Whoa...It's year 2011 already! Not that it make much difference to me. These days, everyday is pretty much the same to me..similar problems which never seemed to get resolved and new problems emerging before the previous ones disappear.

And some people just don't change..for instance me..Complaining and grunting about everything under the sun as usual.LOL

New year, New resolution?Maybe,Perhaps..

Anyway,it is just another year to work harder and be a better person hopefully~

Will end this entry with an uplifting song :


* FIREWORKS *by Katy Perry





Lyrics :

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

[END]


Well,till next time..take care and have a great day ahead~


Cheers,

Chris C

Letting it go ...

Dear all,

How is your weekend? Is it a lively one or a quiet one like mine?
Somehow I am feeling lost today..not knowing what to do on a Saturday.. wanted to go out but my financial status at the moment does not permit me to do so..

So what did I do today?

- Slept till 12 pm (OMG..I am such a pig but hey, cut me some slack..I need it after having sleepless nights due to assignment and revision )

- Workout in the house..yes, I need to burn off all those calories and fats due to my cookies overindulgence

- Jogging..err,yes again..same reason as above.. ( Somehow I sound like an exercise freak right? But then I am not fit at all *cries* )

- Karaoke session in the evening ( refer to below)

Currently while I'm writing this, I am singing along to one of my favourite song by Sun Yan Zi : 风筝 ( Kite) in my room..Still remember how I used to listen to this song during my secondary school days..bringing back memories of the past..almost cried while singing but managed to hold back those tears..A very touching song indeed..

So, I thought of sharing this song with all of you..hoping that you would enjoy it too..and sing along to it..

Sun Yan Zi - 风筝 ( Kite )




Lyrics :

(Hanyu Pinyin) :

wo bu yao jiang ni duo bang zhu yi miao
wo ye zhi dao tian kong duo mei miao
qing ni ti wo qiao yi qiao

tian shang de feng zheng na er qü liao
yi zha yan bu jian liao
shei ba ta de xian jian duan liao
ni zhi bu zhi dao

cong qian de wo men na er qü liao
lu tai yüan wo wang liao
ru guo ni xiang fei wo ming liao
ni zi you ye hao

kan ni chuan yüe yün duan fei de hen gao
zhan zai shan shang de wo da shen jiao wo
ye xü ni ya bu hui ting dao
ba meng xiang zhao dao yao guo de gen hao

wo bu yao ai qing de di chao
wo hui wei xiao yan lei bu zhun diao
wo hen hao hou lai de ni hao bu hao
ni hui zhi dao wo mei you zou diao

hui yi fei jing feng li liao
tian shang de feng zheng na er qü liao


(English Translation) :

I don't want to keep you tied up for a second more.
I also know how beautiful the sky is.
Please watch after me.

Where did the kite in the sky go?
In the blink of an eye it is nowhere to be seen.
Who cut its string?
Do you know?
What happened to the way we used to be?
The road is too far, I have forgotten.
If you want to fly I understand
It's probably better for you to be free.

Seeing you break through the clouds, flying very high,
standing on top of the mountain, I loudly shout, whoa-oh-oh.
Maybe you won't hear me.
Find your dreams, have a better life.

I don't want love's depression
I will smile, tears are not allowed to fall.
I am fine; the new you, how are you?
You will know I have not left.

The memories have flown into the wind.
Where did the kite in the sky go?

[end]

I know recently I have been posting entries which emits aura of laziness and boredom..sorry about that.. Just felt the need to pour out my thoughts and feelings somewhere since I am not good in expressing myself verbally..but I am still hoping that you guys will still be following me and support me along my journey in this lifetime..

Well,till then..take care and have a nice weekend..

Yours Truly,

Chris C