New Semester

Dear All,

After a long break of almost two months, it is time for my new semester of my third year..Which means... Back to class once again..I don't know if I am looking forward to it or if I am still not prepared for it..lol

Anyway, if you are wondering what I have been doing all this while..that is if you notice my hiatus from my blog page for quite a period of time ( for the past two months, I suppose)..well, I don't know where should start but let's just make is simple : I have been trying to earn some extra pocket money living cost funds for this coming semester...

So far have been working as promoter for the IT fair ( A pretty crappy IT fair though :/ ), the usual IELTS invigilation/ushering , and also my new part time job after Coffee Beans..."Store Associate" at Borders Bookstore at Gardens..

and... I didn't went back for CNY celebration this year..just for a change but I am DEFINITELY going back next year!!! Because of the red packets...XD Seriously...this year's amount has been like only less than 10% of the normal amount I usually received..*SAD CASE*

Other than that, I don't think there's much thing to share over here...

Hmmmm..actually there's a few issues to be highlighted but I am just plain lazy sleepy..lol..Alright then..maybe another time.

Well, till then..see ya folks soon enough...gotta grab some sleep for tomorrow...
Night and take care!


Yours,

Chris C

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R~

Dear All,

YO!! Won't be posting anything for now..just a "HI" to show that I am still alive but too busy to blog..Well then, see ya all soon..

Cheers,

Chris C

Acceptance

Dear All,

I feel dejected..not by anyone but myself..
Haven't been keeping a strict regime on my diet intake and workouts..
As a result, I can already see myself gaining more weight each day and the new breakouts on my face doesn't help much either..
You guys may think that : " Gosh..this guy is so shallow and narcissistic" but well,I couldn't help it..
Just for once,I would like to look good and feel good about myself..Having a pretty low self esteem of myself makes things worse..*sigh*

Another issue which I had in mind is regarding the old man..Why can't he just disappear from my life..such a bothersome creature..yes, I am very thankful for him for bringing me up but I don't see a big deal on it..after all, if he can bring me to this world,this is his responsibility..In my eyes however, he is a failure, I mean a total failure..Curse me all you want, label me as an ingrate and an unfilial son but I don't exactly give a damn anymore..and to my dear uncles, I am sorry that he has been such a trouble to all of you..and I am sorry that I couldn't repay the favour..

I don't know what to do now..seriously I am feeling so lost..all I want is to live my life the way I want to without depending too much on anybody..just me, myself and I..

:(,Chris C

Moving Forward

Dear all,

Whoa...It's year 2011 already! Not that it make much difference to me. These days, everyday is pretty much the same to me..similar problems which never seemed to get resolved and new problems emerging before the previous ones disappear.

And some people just don't change..for instance me..Complaining and grunting about everything under the sun as usual.LOL

New year, New resolution?Maybe,Perhaps..

Anyway,it is just another year to work harder and be a better person hopefully~

Will end this entry with an uplifting song :


* FIREWORKS *by Katy Perry





Lyrics :

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

[END]


Well,till next time..take care and have a great day ahead~


Cheers,

Chris C

Merry Christmas

Dear All,

It has ended!!! Yes, my posting at Kuantan has come to an end yesterday and now I am back at PJ again. :) By the way, it is Christmas today~ Jingle Jingle ~

So,what are your plans today? Either way, do have a wonderful time ahead. :) I do miss home..plan to go home on the 28th if things goes well..

Hmm...nothing much to write at the moment..till then, take care and have a nice Christmas!

SEASON'S GREETINGS FROM SILENT SOUL..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Yours Truly,
Chris C

Just another random update of myself...

Dear All,

How is your December treating you so far? Hope that all is going well for all of you..

First and foremost, I would like to shout aloud " THANK GOD FOR FRIDAY!!"..which means the end of two weeks and two more weeks to go till I say " Adieu, Sayonara,Bye-Bye etc. " to this creepy place!

Earlier just now while surfing through my facebook , I saw a few videos and articles about some sort of suicide thingy..pretty much common these days but my curiosity got the best of me..So I read through some of the links and found out that it is about a guy who committed suicide after breaking up with his girlfriend..But not before he posted a note on his facebook profile which is his final words to the people he know..

A moment later, a thought struck me : " Is it worth it to end a life for the sake of love ?"

I can't really comment much though since there isn't exactly an exact answer to say if it is right or wrong..Nevertheless, I would like to know your opinion about this.. ( If you guys actually even read this post that is... :/ )

Anyway, I would still like to convey my condolences and sympathy to the suicide victim's family.. and to the victim himself : "Rest in peace and may you find salvation in the afterlife.."

Before I end this post, I shall upload a photo of myself ~ Hee ...just for fun..quite some time since I actually shared my photos to scare my readers!! :P

Just me and Mr. Clown~

Till then, take care folks and do wish me luck in surviving the coming remaining two weeks here!! XXX


Yours Truly,

Chris C

Life in a Hell-hole

Dear all,

I am currently at Kuantan.. as mentioned previously, I am here for my 4th posting at the hospital here..

After being here for a week, all my excitement of coming over here has almost seep away..
This place is purely hell...

Things are expensive..in fact more expensive than KL..and the food sucks..My diet has totally being altered since day 1 itself..Somehow it is so hard to look for affordable and nutritious food here especially greens and fruits.. :(

Sort of tired of all the malay stall food..it's always "goreng-goreng" ( fried) assorted of food and not to mentioned the amount of oil and sugar..
I am now depending on oats and wholemeal for my fibre intake to allow smooth procession of the bowel system ( if you get what I mean)..
And my meal very much consist of biscuits and bread..kind of unhealthy..:( all the processed food..I am missing home already.

Then again, it is not all that bad when you have your friends around you..at least it makes things a lil tad bearable..Thanks gals!

What I can say is that I won't ever come to the eastern northern region for posting anymore if I can help it!! Nothing suits me here.. I am not a beach person and the things here are so freaking costly :(

Can't wait for my last day here..2 weeks + more to go...Wish me luck peeeps!

Till then, take care and see ya soon!

Yours ,

Chris C