The Bitch

Dear all,

Now that I am in my final year, things are getting tougher and stress is building up intermittently that I have no idea if I am able to handle it.

Incompetency and also bad communication skills leads to a bad outcome and being the hot tempered me, I practically just lashed out but not on purpose. I guess I need some anger management session.

and then...


Comes this girl whom I have been standing up to, been giving advice to, been helping out whenever I can..Just a single word from her horse mouth during my most down hour makes things even worse. I am going to label her as "the bitch".

I don't understand how some people can be so dense, so inconsiderate.  Yes, I know part of it is my fault and I should have handled the situation in a more matured way but some things are just too much and deprived of all the emotional support, I am practically just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.

Being selfish is not a sin but a way to survive in this harsh world but of course as a last resort when every single aspect have been considerate with the less possible damage.

Oh well, I don't know but I am for sure won't be one who forgives easily anymore..

p/s: hey bitch, fuck you!

The pissed one,

Chris C

Guilt

All this cookies and sinful indulgence during CNY left me stranded with extra kgs and unsightly flabbiness in the tummy..I have to do something about this as soon as I get back to PJ..*sigh*

The fat one,

Chris C

If Someone were to die for your sins..

Servant of Evil

2012

Dear All,

First and foremost,


[HAPPY NEW YEAR "2012" TO EVERYBODY from Silent Soul]

Hopefully there will be more good things in store for all of us this new year and may everyone stay healthy and happy always..

Yours,

Chris C

Acceptance

An apology accepted.
A second chance granted.
Thank you.

With love,

Chris C

Gone

Within a second in a blink of the eye, things changed..just like that without me realising it..A mistake done by the foolish me guided by the irrational bout of emotion..it's gone..feelings changed but the emptiness remains....

Everything I see..I see you..the ache inside just won't go away..It's silly but why do we always fall for the wrong one and push away the right one..

It's a lonely Christmas and an even more lonelier Birthday Celebration..my hands were empty when I stare at them when in fact, there should be your hands holding it but now that it is all illusion..

Tears won't fall but deep inside, it is bleeding...I wished I could have told you that but then my voice just wouldn't reach your ears.

Silently I send my love to you hoping to get your attention even if it is for a brief moment..
Wondering if the image of me ever cross your mind or if I am just another insignificant presence in your life..

I shall now cry and sleep in a sorrowful slumber..

Glow

Dear All,

Long time since I stepped in here once again..a long hiatus..so many things to say yet no words would come out..

GLOW by Hatsune Miku



Yours,

Chris C