Wednesday, September 26, 2012

H.E.L.P.

SOMEBODY
 
   ANYBODY

        PLEASE

               HELP
           
                      ME

                           !
                           
                           !

YOURS TRULY
                            ,

CHRIS
     
            C THE

                 DESPO

                        ONE....




             

Monday, September 24, 2012

2000++ more to go!!!

Dear All,

Imma exhausted...

Progress very very slow..tortoise-like speed...

Too many distractions..too many flirtations..

But I shall keep holding on, keep calm and type on..

I need a long long long vacation once all this is over...........seriously!

Till then,

Yours truly,

Chris C the exhausted one

p/s: I can hear thunder!! gonna rain soon!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Autumn Cleaning Time!

Rub Rub, Wipe Wipe, Sweep Sweep, *mutter,curse,swear*, Continue on~

Oh hi there..nice to see you again..yes, I know..You don't have to shout at my face...I know I know how I have been slacking off these days ( actually more like months)..OTL...I am really sorry!! Thing has been just too busy and hectic and God knows what else..Well, it's the final year rush so what do you expect? no more honeymoon period...basically the last three years wasn't supposed to be a honeymoon period either but human will be human..live to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy and enjoy and die the next day..YOLO * you only live once* anyway but well, your future depends on whatever you are doing in the present and whatever you do in the past is not much of a significance but still it's a pain in the ass whenever you think of whatever bad things which had happened to you during those black and white days..I still have the tendency to write long long long sentences without fullstops which is not very good when it comes to assignment or academic writing because readers tends to get confused, mindfuck ( sorry for my language), and lost in the middle of the sea of words and especially lecturers who marks your work will grumble and say that they are not able to digest your points in the centipede length sentences but it is my style so sometimes I just can't help it..*fuhhh*sounds like I am rapping in terms of using writing instead of my mouth..now if only I can actually speak as fast and as fluent as I do over here..and not ending up twisting my tongue into knots and people goes "pardon?sorry?Crease forehead and look half amused and annoyed and pokerface..or worst scenario,just walk away"....for at the moment I am not very happily stucked in trying to complete my @#&!)$@!*^#! project proposal assignment and the due date is like erm..in 4 days time? FML FML FML!!! (Q.Q)..6000 words and I am barely even 2k..yet...and I am here blogging my nonsensical thoughts because it is forbidden to start doodling on the walls ( house owner might get all enraged and stuffs)...anyway, as usual a lot have happened during my absence..eventful events which I feel guilty not sharing with you people but for those who have my facebook,probably you guys are sick of my updates of my life anyway...I think I should stop now lest I keep going on and on and on and on and nobody reads this anyway..but well, as mentioned by Mr.Joker,this is all about me, a story of myself so I can write whatever I want here( duh!)..problem? >:P Alright, I guess I will see you guys when I see you..don't ask me when..life is unpredictable..ciao!!


Yours not so truly but still truly truly sorry for spamming here ( but its my blog mah!)<= Oh my English! ( alamak!),

Chris C the ____ ( fill in the blanks yourself)

Saturday, May 5, 2012

The Bitch

Dear all,

Now that I am in my final year, things are getting tougher and stress is building up intermittently that I have no idea if I am able to handle it.

Incompetency and also bad communication skills leads to a bad outcome and being the hot tempered me, I practically just lashed out but not on purpose. I guess I need some anger management session.

and then...


Comes this girl whom I have been standing up to, been giving advice to, been helping out whenever I can..Just a single word from her horse mouth during my most down hour makes things even worse. I am going to label her as "the bitch".

I don't understand how some people can be so dense, so inconsiderate.  Yes, I know part of it is my fault and I should have handled the situation in a more matured way but some things are just too much and deprived of all the emotional support, I am practically just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.

Being selfish is not a sin but a way to survive in this harsh world but of course as a last resort when every single aspect have been considerate with the less possible damage.

Oh well, I don't know but I am for sure won't be one who forgives easily anymore..

p/s: hey bitch, fuck you!

The pissed one,

Chris C

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Guilt

All this cookies and sinful indulgence during CNY left me stranded with extra kgs and unsightly flabbiness in the tummy..I have to do something about this as soon as I get back to PJ..*sigh*

The fat one,

Chris C

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Sunday, January 1, 2012

2012

Dear All,

First and foremost,


[HAPPY NEW YEAR "2012" TO EVERYBODY from Silent Soul]

Hopefully there will be more good things in store for all of us this new year and may everyone stay healthy and happy always..

Yours,

Chris C