From Me to Myself pt.4

Dear Me,

I am dedicating this to you! >:(

Jet- Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

[End]


From your other self.

Fear

Dear All,

Of all my phobias, the worse one gotta be AUTOPHOBIA which is the fear of being alone..
Ironically, eventhough I am a silent soul, sometimes silence scares me which means I too have develop SEDATEPHOBIA over time..

All I need is a touch of comfort and reassurance that everything is fine and I am not alone..




Yours,

Chris C the silent loner

If...

Dear All,

I have always loved this poem since the first day I came across it during my English lesson when I was in my secondary school..not sure if it's form 1 or 2..Just want to share it with all of you and may you find joy in reading it as well :)


IF- Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

[END]


Yours,
Chris C

A melody of Defeat or A melody of Hope?

Temporary liberation..What choices made must not be regretted..Life is all about looking forward..moving on to another phase...

Chris C

Lonely Breeze

A quiet windy Sunday...
Every breeze combined with the deafening silence only serves to remind me of loneliness and despair...
A one person's fear of being alone...
and nobody knows it but me...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! GIMME MY GLAMOUROUS DAYS!!

Dear all,

Why is it that my life gets more miserable each day??? Can't I at least have a moment of peace!! Being a student is just as stressful as being a white/blue collared worker..

2 assignments to be handed up and I have yet to complete any one....and now there's something wrong with my laptop...somehow I am unable to connect myself to any wi-fi network and even if I do, it is a limited connectivity which means I still can't get access to Internet! Luckily, I am still able to surf the net through my broadband which I thought of terminating since there's better internet connection at my place.

Stressssssful indeed!! Exhausted mentally and physically! (T.T) I want a peaceful glamorous day!!





Your Emoness,
CHris C

July's Rhapsody

Dear all,

5th posting have been successfully completed! and for once, I felt so happy and at home during clinical postings..Erm,okay, I admit it does help a lot that this posting is at the place which I grew up and stuff..lol..So in a way, one is feeling familiar with the surroundings. But, what matters is that the physiotherapists and staffs at HTAR's Physio department are really friendly and are willing to teach..:) Lots of gratitude and appreciation to them.It's a little unfortunate that I do not have any photos to upload here at the moment but I shall update them in the future.

So now since I am having a so-called 2 weeks duration of "sem break", which doesn't feel like one because I have still got two assignments due in less than two weeks..*FML*.. Screw it though, I need a break and I need the comfort of home!! Here I am back at hometown~

There's been some minor renovation going on around the house :) In conjunction of Transformers 3 I suppose..but of course can't undergo full major transformation...$$ not enough.. (><'').. Hmm, I think that's all for now.. Will end this post with a instrumental song which I find really relaxing.." Eria, the Water Maiden" from Final Fantasy 3.






Till then, cheers~

Chris C