Final Push

Dear all,

Yours truly has still yet to get his internet connection back so be patient yeah.Hopefully by this weekend, everything will be back to normal!!

It's going to be a busy month though..one month of final preparation for the last hurdle of my university life ( HOPEFULLY!)..and once all this is over, I guess I can slowly sit back and relax, enjoying the flavours of freedom until I get my 8 to 5 job..(Q.Q)..the taste of adulthood and full independence that is..

Well, Christopher, just hang on there and fight like your life depend on it ( matter of fact, it does actually)..I am already thinking of where to go for vacation after this..lol! backpacking maybe? and also the various cosplans I have in my head..oh dear, and it all involves $$$$!!! any kind sponsors here?

The one in dilemma,
Chris C

Temporary Relief..Unintentional Absence...LOADS of FRUSTRATIONS!!

One burden off my shoulder..the moment I got rid of that bloody FYPs..GOSH!!!Hallelujah!!!! Of course I know it is just a short term relief as there's still the presentation and final practicals..Q.Q

As much as I want to update my blog,the lack of access to Internet renders me helpless..Stupid inefficient people from the Internet company keeps delaying the date of installation..and now I can only get back my Internet Connection at home on Saturday, that's even if things manage to go well as planned..or I will be wringing some necks over the next few days..

I am amazed that I actually managed to survive without any Internet during my early school days but now? I feel like dying every moment..I feel so out of touch with everybody around me..like I am stranded in some sort of island or something..somebody please just rescue me!!

I feel sorry for my readers for constantly having to put up with my bitching whining all the time but trust me, I seldom complain unless if it necessary for me to do so..and this is urgent..so now I am stuck at the campus utilising the lousy snail line which threatened to block me out because apparently I  " Exceeded the quota or something"..WTF..since when the public Internet line have got a quota system????? Mahsa, you gotta do better than this man...I am not paying a whole load of sum of money for this kind of facilities..it's not as if I am purchasing a cheap drink at McDs and leeching the WI-FI..this is a COLLEGE ( which got upgraded to University status recently but (spits saliva)...seriously doesn't even deserve that kind of upgrades)..so you should ensure that there is ADEQUATE Internet connection for your students!!!! Good thing that I am done with my FYP or else I would be committing suicide due to inability to access any journals with this crappy line.

Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh .....I miss the people around me..

H.E.L.P.

SOMEBODY
 
   ANYBODY

        PLEASE

               HELP
           
                      ME

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YOURS TRULY
                            ,

CHRIS
     
            C THE

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2000++ more to go!!!

Dear All,

Imma exhausted...

Progress very very slow..tortoise-like speed...

Too many distractions..too many flirtations..

But I shall keep holding on, keep calm and type on..

I need a long long long vacation once all this is over...........seriously!

Till then,

Yours truly,

Chris C the exhausted one

p/s: I can hear thunder!! gonna rain soon!!

Autumn Cleaning Time!

Rub Rub, Wipe Wipe, Sweep Sweep, *mutter,curse,swear*, Continue on~

Oh hi there..nice to see you again..yes, I know..You don't have to shout at my face...I know I know how I have been slacking off these days ( actually more like months)..OTL...I am really sorry!! Thing has been just too busy and hectic and God knows what else..Well, it's the final year rush so what do you expect? no more honeymoon period...basically the last three years wasn't supposed to be a honeymoon period either but human will be human..live to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy and enjoy and die the next day..YOLO * you only live once* anyway but well, your future depends on whatever you are doing in the present and whatever you do in the past is not much of a significance but still it's a pain in the ass whenever you think of whatever bad things which had happened to you during those black and white days..I still have the tendency to write long long long sentences without fullstops which is not very good when it comes to assignment or academic writing because readers tends to get confused, mindfuck ( sorry for my language), and lost in the middle of the sea of words and especially lecturers who marks your work will grumble and say that they are not able to digest your points in the centipede length sentences but it is my style so sometimes I just can't help it..*fuhhh*sounds like I am rapping in terms of using writing instead of my mouth..now if only I can actually speak as fast and as fluent as I do over here..and not ending up twisting my tongue into knots and people goes "pardon?sorry?Crease forehead and look half amused and annoyed and pokerface..or worst scenario,just walk away"....for at the moment I am not very happily stucked in trying to complete my @#&!)$@!*^#! project proposal assignment and the due date is like erm..in 4 days time? FML FML FML!!! (Q.Q)..6000 words and I am barely even 2k..yet...and I am here blogging my nonsensical thoughts because it is forbidden to start doodling on the walls ( house owner might get all enraged and stuffs)...anyway, as usual a lot have happened during my absence..eventful events which I feel guilty not sharing with you people but for those who have my facebook,probably you guys are sick of my updates of my life anyway...I think I should stop now lest I keep going on and on and on and on and nobody reads this anyway..but well, as mentioned by Mr.Joker,this is all about me, a story of myself so I can write whatever I want here( duh!)..problem? >:P Alright, I guess I will see you guys when I see you..don't ask me when..life is unpredictable..ciao!!


Yours not so truly but still truly truly sorry for spamming here ( but its my blog mah!)<= Oh my English! ( alamak!),

Chris C the ____ ( fill in the blanks yourself)

The Bitch

Dear all,

Now that I am in my final year, things are getting tougher and stress is building up intermittently that I have no idea if I am able to handle it.

Incompetency and also bad communication skills leads to a bad outcome and being the hot tempered me, I practically just lashed out but not on purpose. I guess I need some anger management session.

and then...


Comes this girl whom I have been standing up to, been giving advice to, been helping out whenever I can..Just a single word from her horse mouth during my most down hour makes things even worse. I am going to label her as "the bitch".

I don't understand how some people can be so dense, so inconsiderate.  Yes, I know part of it is my fault and I should have handled the situation in a more matured way but some things are just too much and deprived of all the emotional support, I am practically just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.

Being selfish is not a sin but a way to survive in this harsh world but of course as a last resort when every single aspect have been considerate with the less possible damage.

Oh well, I don't know but I am for sure won't be one who forgives easily anymore..

p/s: hey bitch, fuck you!

The pissed one,

Chris C

Guilt

All this cookies and sinful indulgence during CNY left me stranded with extra kgs and unsightly flabbiness in the tummy..I have to do something about this as soon as I get back to PJ..*sigh*

The fat one,

Chris C