Peek-A-Boo!

Dear All,

I suppose it isn't too surprising given the fact that I have the tendency to disappear without a trace. If you are following my blog, I am sure you would have known by now..lol

Well, by chance, I decided to post something to update this already nearly dead blog.

My life couldn't get anymore hectic and chaotic at the moment..With 3 assignments which I have no idea where and how to begin , as well as work and personal matter to juggle around, you can imagine me running around without adequate sleep or rest with time and finance resources running low..

Not to mention that I have not been sticking to my strict diet and exercise regime like I used to..so now you have a panda eyed hippo sitting down typing all this stuffs at this very minute.

Then again, I am still kind of proud to say that I completed around 5 books ( of a duration of 2 months) even when during my busiest moment..

Books read:

I)The Belgariad Book #2: Queen of Sorcery

II) Kitchen Chinese

III) The Blue Notebook

IV) The Magdalena Curse



V) Chronicler of the Winds

and currently reading : Julie & Julia

Hmm..somehow Blogger has gone hullabaloo..It took me a few attempts to publish this particular post..Owh well, at least , I managed to get it through now...

Guess I will stop here for now..cheers and have a good one.

Yours,

Chris C the busy stressful bookworm

Tick Tock....

Dear all,

Time is running short..wonder if I have got enough time to finish my revision for the coming Neuro paper..Sometimes although I feel that I have read it all but something in my mind tells me that I am not fully prepared..conclusion : it may be just a pre-exam anxiousness but I am afraid..All I want is a fear-free life...but to achieve that, the only option is to go into the eternal slumber, a trip to the other side;below the ground or above the skies..

Much have happened but nothing much I could share with you guys..just this..hope you guys like it.

I GO by Pete Teo




Lyrics:

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more

And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

[end]

Till then, wish me luck....

The black dreamer,
Chris C

King of Sorrow

Dear All,

King of Sorrow by Sade



Lyrics:

I'm crying everyone's tears
And there inside our private war
I died the night before
And all of these remnants of joy and disaster
What am I suppose to do

I want to cook you a soup that warms your soul
But nothing would change, nothing would change at all
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder if this grief will ever let me go
I feel like I am the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I suppose I could just walk away
Will I disappoint my future if I stay
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder will this grief ever be gone
Will it ever go
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
I have already paid for all my future sins
There's nothing anyone
Can say to take this away
It's just another day and nothing's any good

I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow

[Repeat above until fade]

*lyrics courtesy of Azlyrics.com*

Yours Sorrowful,

Chris C

Disapointment and Fear..

Dear All,

I am restless and I am scared..I don't know why but many bad things have been thrown towards my direction,one after another...

Somehow I lost the will to continue my life..I am like a lost boat..drifting in the middle of the sea..not knowing which direction to go..

I just feel like crying now...silently till the last of my remaining breath...