Moving forward

Dear All,

Finally we are reaching the last day of October..Merely 3 months to go till we bid farewell to year 2010.

Today will also be my last day staying at the campus hostel..I am finally moving out..let's just hope that everything will turn out well and even better once I am at the new place..and also that I will get along with the new roommate whom I don't even know well.

Things are kind of busy here at the moment..I still have one assignment to rush (*Procrastination*) and loads of practice for my upcoming examination.Do pray that this silent lil' dreamer get through all of this smoothly..(>o<)

Life is meant to be tough isn't it? Eversince the departure of *you*, I have not had the courage to love another..but I am trying hard to convince myself that I am content with being alone for now..Priorities boy..Priorities!!

Anyhow,I am moving forward..to the unknown future but I think that I will be alright as long I have all of you by my side..so please stay and don't leave me alone.

I shall end this post with a modified nursery rhyme in conjunction of Halloween which is today.

" Hickory Dickory Dock,
We shouted "OMG"! ,
The clock struck twelve ,
All ghost came out,
Hickory Dickory Dock" ~ Happy Halloween Folks!

Hmm... I love a certain part of a word in this rhyme..*hee*..see if you can guess it right..

Till then, take care and lots of greetings from:

Yours Truly,
Chris C

Death

Sometimes, I just loved the idea of being dead.
A relief, an escape from this chaotic world.
Can I end my life now?
Surely nobody would miss my absence.

From Me to Myself and You Pt 1 : Solitude..

Dear All,

Just stumbled upon this song while I am browsing through my music folder..
Somehow felt that I can actually relate myself to this song..
Thus,
I would like to dedicate this song to myself and also to whom it may concern and lastly but not least,all my readers..


一個人生活 (Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo/Single Life) by 林凡 ( Freya Lin )





LYRICS :

葉子在窗外輕輕爺
ye zi zai chuang wai qing qing ye
The leaves outside of the window are falling down lightly.

人行道沒有行人走過
ren xing dai mei yiu xing ren zou guo
There are no pedestrians passing by the sidewalks.

鏡子裡的我很不像我
jing zi li de hen bu xiang wo
The me inside the mirror does not seem like me.

自從你離開了我變得很軟弱
zi cong ni li kai le wo bian de hen ruan ruo
Ever since you’ve lefted me, (I’ve) became very weak.

你的影子在每一個角落
ni de ying zi zai mei yi ge jiao luo
Your shadows are at every corner,

好像是在提醒著我
hao xiang shi zai ti xing zhe wo
Like it is reminding me

少了你的陪伴我現在有多寂寞
shao le ni de pei ban wo xian zai you duo ji mo
That without your company, the me right now is very lonely.

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
wo xiang wo ke yi xi guan yi ge ren sheng huo
I think I can get use to living alone.

我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
wo xiang wo ke yi jia zhuang bu ceng ai guo
I think I can pretend that I had never been in love before.

冰涼的夜裡讓眼淚溫熱我
bing liang de ye li rang yan lei wen re wo
The warm tears warms me up during this cold night.

感覺如果要走誰能說 no
gan jue ru guo yao zou shei neng shuo no
If (one of us) need to leave, who would say “no”?

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
wo xiang wo ke yi xi guan yi ge ren sheng huo
I think I can get use to living alone.

在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
zai ji yi li mian ca qu ni de cheng nuo
Erasing your promises in my memories.

愛情怎麼會是這個結果
ai qing zen me hui shi zhe ge jie guo
How can love have this kind of ending?

愛情是個夢而我睡過頭
ai qing shi ge meng er wo shui guo tou
Love is a dream and I’ve overslept.

[END]

*Lyrics courtesy of chinesemusicblog.com


Yours Singly,

Chris C

.........

There are moments when you feel so lost and start to breakdown gradually and when all you want to do is to shout and cry aloud like nobody's business...This is the kind of moment I am currently facing....

" Attraversiamo "

Dear All,

Currently,the Monday morning weather is fair..but the environment here is NOISY..some construction and renovation works at the second floor of my block..Bing Bang Bong..sigh..

So here I am.."enjoying" all the extra sounds and scenery over a cup of Tenom Cafe Latte..I am not an avid coffee drinker but I felt the need to have one this morning..Another heart-breaking shock of my life when I discovered that I have lost the whole folder of my Bossanovas and Jazz collections..I must have deleted it by accident without noticing it while transferring some other files into my portable hard disk..I swear I could have smack myself hard for being such a klutz!!! *cries*

Sorry..I shall continue to mourn my loss later..Lets get back to today's post for now..

Went to watch the movie " Eat , Pray , Love " yesterday and I found myself enjoying the show very much..

Based on the best-selling memoir of the similar title by Elizabeth Gilbert, this movie is about a woman who finds herself in the middle of a failed marriage and a fail relationship,thus embark on a journey in search of her spiritual faith and herself.

Portrayed by the ever beautiful Julia Roberts, we followed the travels of the author across the world ( Italy, India and Bali ) meeting different kinds of people and experience different kinds of culture..As we walk along with her, we are able to see the transformation of a lost distraught woman into a stronger one.

This movie if not the book is indeed an inspirational one..It makes you think..it makes you realise that life is more than what you think it is..it makes you feel connected and there are some scene in which you can relate yourself to that of what the author have went through..

There are quite a number of thought provoking quotes throughout the show and one of my favourite * Warning: Spoiler here * goes like this :

"Do not look at the world through your head, look at it through your heart."- Ketut Liyer

Well,I would like to share more of the movie but I wouldn't want to spoil it for you so watch it for yourself and do tell me what do you think of it.. :)



Well,that's all for now I guess...till then,take care and have a nice week ahead...now I shall continue to mourn my loss...sob..my poor collection of bossanovas jazz...why o why... \(T_T)/

See you later...alligator..

Yours Mourning,

Chris C