Dear all,
Now that I am in my final year, things are getting tougher and stress is building up intermittently that I have no idea if I am able to handle it.
Incompetency and also bad communication skills leads to a bad outcome and being the hot tempered me, I practically just lashed out but not on purpose. I guess I need some anger management session.
and then...
Comes this girl whom I have been standing up to, been giving advice to, been helping out whenever I can..Just a single word from her horse mouth during my most down hour makes things even worse. I am going to label her as "the bitch".
I don't understand how some people can be so dense, so inconsiderate. Yes, I know part of it is my fault and I should have handled the situation in a more matured way but some things are just too much and deprived of all the emotional support, I am practically just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.
Being selfish is not a sin but a way to survive in this harsh world but of course as a last resort when every single aspect have been considerate with the less possible damage.
Oh well, I don't know but I am for sure won't be one who forgives easily anymore..
p/s: hey bitch, fuck you!
The pissed one,
Chris C
